Saturday, November 10th, 2007
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4:18 pm - People say we dont need god... those people smoke crack!
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it seems like latly my life been one big rollar coaster ride
up one week and then down the other
it makes me sick
work still sucks ass but its alittle bit better than before
3 yrs in 15 days
schools going amazing
honestly i think im the happiest at school which ive never said before in my life
friends whats to say im gaining new ones and not losing the old ones
we got our ruff patches but somehow we stay strong
and finally women
theres a girl i find my self thinking about more and more
i just starting hanging with her recently and shes awesome
im really starting to like her but i doubt my self which always screws me in the end
idk
life gets tuffer and tuffer day by day and im staying strong
current mood:  say what
current music: dr acula
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Left In Silence
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Tuesday, September 11th, 2007
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10:34 pm - drats
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i feel so shitty about shit right now
but hey i got my sidekick back today
current mood:  shitty
current music: scrubs
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Left In Silence
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Sunday, September 9th, 2007
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1:45 am - it hurts
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finding the one person you had a chance with is with someone
i wish i could figure out this dreamgirl
and the meaning she was back last night
current mood:  crushed
current music: garden of evil - 1997
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Left In Silence
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Friday, September 7th, 2007
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1:36 pm - my life throught a kalidescope
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lately my life just seems to be lingering in the wings
at time it just wants to go all down hill and then balance out
there hasnt been one super good thing happen to me in forever
i try and i try to do good but it all falls to peices
did i piss god off
i mean i only missed one day of church this past month
i dont think ive done anything bad enought for him to cast a dark cloud over my head
sometimes i just wish life would be all good
forces would balence out and everyone would be happy
on a weird note
ive been having alot of weird dreams latly
for instince last nite one of my dreams revoled around the shuttle crashing down onto merritt island. and everyone has to work to geter to survive
another one was i was playing with pantera lol but i sucked like i do in real life but everyone loved me and dimebag darrel was still alive and we became best friends
see wierd
another weird thing is this girl keeps appearing in all my dreams
and every dream we become good friends and even more
i really wish i could inturpet dreams because id like to know why the same girl that ive never met before keeps reappearing in all my dreams
current mood: curious
current music: scrubs theme song
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1 | Left In Silence
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Tuesday, September 4th, 2007
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3:55 pm - FUUUUUUCKKKK
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my fucking sidekick wont strat up nomatter what i do
now i have to fucking send it off for a new one this could tak forever
i hate life sometimes
current mood:  pissed off
current music: walk - pantera
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1 | Left In Silence
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Sunday, September 2nd, 2007
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6:25 pm - wow
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its been along time were to begin
started bcc two weeks ago its awesome we havent done shit
im talking culinary courses and there sweet
uh still working in the hell hole we call CEDAR DICK
and now ben to the wise works there now too
made way awesome friends to ass to the repatwa or how ever you spell it
music scene died but hopfully is building back up
basically my life is going up and down and shit is happening but hey gta live life
out for now
current mood:  seeing stars
current music: silverstein - smile in your sleep
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2 | Left In Silence
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Sunday, April 22nd, 2007
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11:16 pm - i dont get it
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why cant a girl just like a guy for whats on the inside and not the out
hey im a nice guy and im big and i like it get use to it
its always apperence these days. never manners or the way you were up brought. the way youll hold the door for a lady or complement her on her new hair do. most girls just want good looking guys with hot bodies that treat them like shit and i really dont get it. i guess i never will either.
current mood: confused
current music: Pain 101 - Casey Jones
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Left In Silence
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Friday, March 30th, 2007
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2:29 pm
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yesturday i went to wet n wild with some awesome kids. i love that park. im burnt and happy now. today is a fotoshoot with miss bliss herself. then tomarrow work sunday work. spring break is almost over and i have to work the rest of it. LAME
current mood:  content
current music: thriller - fall out boy
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Left In Silence
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Wednesday, March 28th, 2007
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9:05 am - idk
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wats up guys havent posted in awhile
life pretty good in a band we play cardboard its fun
made some friends lost some friends
girls are still not in my favor but hopefully that will change
senior 07 graduate in like 52 days cant wait
still dont know what college im going to but yeah
been to alot of good local shows
if u havent heard of MURDER IN THE FIRST then you need to go look em upp on myspace NOW!!
well thats all for now hopefully ill remeber to update more often
peace - Travis
current mood: take that
current music: Coma Choke - Murder In The First
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1 | Left In Silence
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Monday, August 28th, 2006
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12:26 am - same ol story same ol girl.... i think
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dont u just hate the way her hair dances in the light or the way her smile brightens ur hopes at the darkest of ur moments. dont u just love knowing the fact that shell never be yours or that people say that u guys would make an awkward couple and shed never want you more that a friend. dont u just love that. or stupis drunks who say youll be alone forever and the fact that u can write her lyrics to a song about her that could sweep her up right off her feet but NO music. if u agreed with this ur a sick indivual who doesnt believe in love. because everything i said should be opposite. and i dont know about u but it is for me. just the thought of ever accoplishing the feat of making her happy whould seen me into orbit with excitment but i cant because of dickheads that want me to fail. fuck em all in the words of aimee sava.
on a happy note which is always nice in these times. im going to register for AI of Fort Lauderdale. go me
current mood: sadden by the world
current music: Across Five Aprils
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1 | Left In Silence
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Friday, August 18th, 2006
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11:31 pm - wow life blows
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wow every ones paring off. its like our group of friends have just become one big ball of relationships. and were am i in this..... alone. i mean nothings rong with it its just weird always feeling like an odd man out. i want someone to show how much i care about them too. i wish i had the balls to ask out this one chick at work but sadly im a fucking pussy. i mean i have my reasons. but its complicated and it all goes back to my number one fear.... REJECTION. i guess ive just been rejected tomany times and said fuck this. idk. i guess i was Accepted by the opposite sex for more than friends.
current mood:  Sad
current music: Fire at Will - PSC
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Left In Silence
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Saturday, August 5th, 2006
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9:56 pm - wow im happy and there aint nothing u can do about it
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yes the subject is tru. for the first time in a long while, im happy. Today was like one of the best days of my life except for getting up at 5 30 am. me and aimee went down to ai of ft. lauderdale to chk it out 4 college. its a really nice school for the culinbary arts. but not so much for art. o well. i had fun but after that we took a long but worth it 20 minute drive to weston to see one of the koolest people alive. incase u dont know thats duckie. we went and had lunch with her and it was awesome. then me and aimee drove back with ben and had even more fun laughing and carrying on about random fun stuff. today was good. tomarrow i work 1130 to 700. please call me so we can hang out afterwards. lol. its going to be hell but today was heaven. cue madball's hevenhell. lol
current mood:  :):):):):):):):):):)
current music: streetlight manifesto - the big sleep
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3 | Left In Silence
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Wednesday, July 19th, 2006
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7:20 pm
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WHEN ANGRY/DEPRESSED LISTENING TO HARDCORE SKA IS THE BEST REMEDY. ie THE FLAMING TSUNAMIS. Thats all. Ill Be in the KEYS till Monday. CALL THE CELL I Need Some Love.
current mood: Better than my last Entry
current music: GOOD VS EMO - THE FLAMING TSUNAMIS
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2 | Left In Silence
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12:10 pm
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dont you hate when u say stupid shit. when u assumtions that are wrong. when u ruin someting for yourself because of it. but dont u love taking a piss on every ride at wet n wild. dont u hate making things akward for people. dont u hate that the same thing thats awkward for them isnt all that pleasnt for u. but dont u love your sister to death. dont u hate when u just wish u wouldnt care about something so much but u cant help it. dont you hate that no matter what you do change is going to happen. but dont you love hearing promises from someone u know wont lie to u. dont u hate that u cant get off a subject. dont you hate when the bad out does the good.
EDIT : all u can do is laugh it off
current mood: DePrEsSeD EDIT: not so much
current music: the flaming tsunamis - refuse to die
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Left In Silence
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Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
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10:13 pm - y
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i dont get women. i espeacally dont get sallow women that cant admit it. u tell them to tell u the truth but they wont. then ur talking about who they like and u relize that they might as well be descibing u. u relize that everything they want you have but they dont want u because ur a lil over weight. then l8r they tell u that they might have feelings for one of your many friends and u really get pissed off because u know ur friend would take her in a heart beat. even thou they know this is your dream girl. the one girl u hold higher than all. the girl that u would take a bullet for. the girl u ditch you "brothers" for. why does god play these sick games.
current mood: WHY
current music: my thoughts playing like a movie in my head
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2 | Left In Silence
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Monday, April 17th, 2006
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11:10 pm - F - U - C - K
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i dont get it. i like this chick and i think she likes me back. few minor things that can be over looked.
-shes a 14 freshman
-shes smokes pot and drinks
-one of my really good frinds doesnt like her
SOLUTIONS
-she turns 15 in a few days
-she says shes quiting cus i dont like it
-there no solution to this bullet.
idk what to do. do i stick by my friend or do i go for the girl. may i add in that a girl liking me is a rare occasion. but so is having a friend like that. idk what to do i really like this girl and i would like to go out with her but i dont want to lose a good friend. i HATE life.
current mood: confused
current music: blue eye suicide - ACROSS FIVE APRILS
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9 | Left In Silence
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Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
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10:36 pm - shit
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Goddammit im everything she wants and more but she says she could never love me the way i love her. God must hate me.
current mood: man
current music: the year summer ended in june - misery signals
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8 | Left In Silence
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Friday, December 23rd, 2005
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12:00 am
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The Mini-Van of Truth, Evil, and Justice has just died. We go live now where it is at cedar creek just waiting for the ghedo people that live behind cedar creek to break in to it and steel my radio. Its a sad, sad day for Me and my Mini-Van.
current mood: O so Sad
current music: Word to the Wise Recording - Chick Magnet
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2 | Left In Silence
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Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
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12:46 pm
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hey its been awhile. Church lockin was last weekend. it was pretty cool till the next morning. I hung out with aimee, veronice, myke, and westly at the bowling ally. we watch some guy it a lizard and throw up everywhere. it was disgusting. i was late for curfew last night so now i cant go see rent tonight which sucks cus its the last day. o well. life goes on. Girs are confusing and im hungry. see yeah.
current mood: content
current music: air show disaster
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Left In Silence
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Sunday, December 11th, 2005
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3:57 pm
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Lifes A Bitch. You Think you doing good one minute and then next you find your self confused. Ok so i like that girl and i want to ask her out but her friend doesnt think its a good idea cus our "type" doesnt match up. I still think i should but idk. any advice, plz.
current mood: Sad and Confused
current music: Hurt - Johnny Cash
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5 | Left In Silence
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